Saturday, October 27, 2007

Something about nothing

Where do i even begin
how do i start?
the memories i once held close
now all faded
torn apart

So it seems life's one big mystery
each turn and tune a different path
lately perhaps, all i miss is that laugh

i'm incoherent, who wouldnt know?
but i don't write this for mere show
i cant stop, from hiding far away
The sun rises and sets - yet another day

drifting into slumber
a night's reflection shows sorrow
cried out for a saviour
and braced my heart for tomorrow

Monday, October 15, 2007

Peace

Had an off day today, due to serving cover up duties for my camp. Really felt the sabbath rest that i have been needing for such a long time. Yesterday, the bishop of the methodist churches in singapore spoke at the service. It was about Significance and Security, no matter how you break down the things in life, it boils down to the 2 mentioned... Which set me thinking and shortly after, started to disect things in my life.

Went to meet up with the Rex Power himself, Jiahao, at his place. The conversation was so rejuvinating, yet new. Indeed, God knows our limits. I should go jot down certain things.

Dear Daddy God, thanks for being all that i ever need. Peace that transcends understanding.

Thursday, October 11, 2007

walk on by

so when i walk by the halls and down the streets
and i see you in the corner, we dont meet
i walk on by

my heart wants to open up and beat
and tell you that you've swept me off my feet
but strangely, i walk on by

holding back, all these feelings i'll keep
and walk on by

you seem so near
but yet so far
makes me wonder who you really are
so deep inside i grieve and cry
when i see you walk on by

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

finding my voice

3 words of feeling:
puzzled
bewildered
confused


i can't seem to find much to say

and if i do, i cant speak

its hard, this silence

yet it must go on.

the games people play

and im caught in the middle

and so i want to know,

but answers are never near

3 words that really matter:
God
Loves
me