Something about nothing
Where do i even begin
how do i start?
the memories i once held close
now all faded
torn apart
So it seems life's one big mystery
each turn and tune a different path
lately perhaps, all i miss is that laugh
i'm incoherent, who wouldnt know?
but i don't write this for mere show
i cant stop, from hiding far away
The sun rises and sets - yet another day
drifting into slumber
a night's reflection shows sorrow
cried out for a saviour
and braced my heart for tomorrow
Peace
Had an off day today, due to serving cover up duties for my camp. Really felt the sabbath rest that i have been needing for such a long time. Yesterday, the bishop of the methodist churches in singapore spoke at the service. It was about Significance and Security, no matter how you break down the things in life, it boils down to the 2 mentioned... Which set me thinking and shortly after, started to disect things in my life.
Went to meet up with the Rex Power himself, Jiahao, at his place. The conversation was so rejuvinating, yet new. Indeed, God knows our limits. I should go jot down certain things.
Dear Daddy God, thanks for being all that i ever need. Peace that transcends understanding.
walk on by
so when i walk by the halls and down the streets
and i see you in the corner, we dont meet
i walk on by
my heart wants to open up and beat
and tell you that you've swept me off my feet
but strangely, i walk on by
holding back, all these feelings i'll keep
and walk on by
you seem so near
but yet so far
makes me wonder who you really are
so deep inside i grieve and cry
when i see you walk on by
finding my voice
3 words of feeling:
puzzled
bewildered
confused
i can't seem to find much to say
and if i do, i cant speak
its hard, this silence
yet it must go on.
the games people play
and im caught in the middle
and so i want to know,
but answers are never near
3 words that really matter:
God
Loves
me