Unforgettable, thats what You are

Don't feel like saying anything today. But more often than not with God, feelings are transended. Been having good times with God over the last few days. Brokeness upon brokeness. Rivers of tears. Shaking what needs to be shaken. Things that i surrendered yesterday might need to be done so as well today. And i want to surrender this paranoia and lack i feel that once i've connected deeply with someone, the relationship is bound to deteriorate. That's not true for all in any of my friendships, when markus went to canada, i did not blame anyone, i did not feel that i was losing anyone. I NEVER HAVE TO FEEL THAT WAY! It doesn't mean that if people leave my life that all are leaving. But now i make the choice, and the choice to put it into words.